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Feeling a bit lost and overwhelmed I decided the best option for me was to not enroll in any school. I was so angry and sad that I did not see the point of even moving forward with my MPA degree. Not actually having a plan I just continued to work at Kohls until Dominion introduced me to AmeriCorps.
Mentally, physically, and emotionally I was not taking care of myself and a new job really brought some joy into my life.
I have spent the last two years serving as an AmeriCorps VISTA member. When I started in 2019 I was lost in the world and did not know where I was headed. Soon after I realized who I was and my talents as a leader. I was still dealing with some emotional baggage, but I was gaining my confidence back and it felt good.
Now, even though I said, "Jada you are taking a break" of course I tried to transfer schools lol. However, God said, "No, you will not run away; finish what you started when you are ready." So after being denied a transfer to another MPA program, I realized I had no reason to want to leave where I was, and I could not let anger hold me back from the things I have worked so hard for. And let's be honest the student loans are not going anywhere no matter where I go! So, In May of 2020 I re-enrolled in the MPA program and I finished my degree in December of 2020.
After graduating, I am still working for AmeriCorps and was actually promoted to a higher position for my second term. I took on a second job at PBK and I was beginning to live my best life again. Taking a year off of school honestly was the best thing I could have ever done. Even though at first I did not understand, I learned that it is always better to be still and let things fall into place. I spent so much time crying and worrying about how to fill in the gaps of losing law school that I lost sight of who I was and what I was doing. One thing that people with anxiety know is that the worst feeling in the world is when you feel that you have lost control. Taking a break helped me find my control. Trust me I hit some bumps and bruises along the way (which we will get to in future blog posts) but honestly I am just happy to say I'm still here to tell the story.
Find out what's next for me in Journey to J.D. Part 4: I'm Making A Move
Mood: Thank You by Mary Mary
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